siak lar comp, biler entah nak antar pi hospital. alermaks. and yea, this whole week spend time with all my adek-adek. hmm, they are the best after all. school is getting more gerek coz i manage to enjoy with all the studies. yea, i've realise everything and till one of my cikgu says that i've really change alot. i've started to buck up and do my work right. oke i love it. i'm changing guys, weeee. atlast my wish has come true. duhhhhhhh. babes and dudes; now my study come first oke? boyfie can put a side i think, coz my studies really important now. yea, of coz.

last tuesday night, boyfie msg and he's on homeleave coz of his dad and he have to be back to hostel at 7pm the day after. i miss my boyfie. for the two days he have homeleave, fought with him. what a empty promises boyfie has. ou pls, i dont want to hate boyfie. but i cant stand how boyfie treat me. anyone help me can? shits, maybe boyfie dont know how i feel towards him. i wanna cry can?

boyfie, maybe you dont know this, i really kept our promises, but did you do the same thing after all? why must all this happen after it. i hate you for your empty promises. what a great thing you had done boyfie. should i trust you for what you've done to me recently? boyfie, ple know this that i really love you. gosh, i hate to be this wayyyy.

today went to vivo with adekadek. gerek, and yea, while walking saw wan arshad and shakillah what a pretty and handsome looks they have. hahahhaa. wanted to carek them but malas atlast. and cant wait for tomorrow. boyfie will be back and i wanna ask an impotant question to him. gahhhh~ boyfie, i really hate to do this. whatever~