yesterday really had a great couselling. hope i listen what they say. hais. oke whatever. today really fun to max. i just love school. hahahs. d&t really make me go crazy, but i hate that subject still. winks* science really makes me go sucked up when stupid fren disturb me and then he scolded my cikgu " fuck you? " how rude is that? school ends then off to imm with adeks. mum message and wants me to help her buy things. but end up tak jadi. coz ayah marah lar seyyyy. duhh. then off back home. aku penat.

4th letter came to me given by my brother. hmm. aku faham your situation. but maybe she have the right to find trouble with me. and yea, im not the one who wanna to be with him oke? duhh. aku tak tau kenape aku bleh end up matae same kau. and yea, told kak nana about this, she wants me to let him go. followed her words. so will let him go soon. he treat me differently from other guys. hais. but nevermind. i got my own type of guy already.

bought a box from mini toons. put all his letter inside. kept it safely. whoever wanna read the letter, inform me kays? gughooooo~ oke whatever. aku now takder semangat. i like wanna die already. and yea, i wanna hilangkan diri. aku stress banget lar kawankawan.understand oke?