brrr. i'm stress! no more him as my boyfie. i have to let him go. hais. everything turn out bad. i'm starting to lose everyone, one by one. i'm physically ready for all this. but nevermind. all of my frens are just come and go. same goes to boyfriends. i still have a group of frens that can cheer me up. but thats outside of me. inside, no one knows. i starting to becoming more worse. only my classmate knows. haha!

ou gah, last time, i waste my effort keeping money just to buy for him something. but after that everything gone. he's gone far away. hmm. still hurt till today. ika, be strong! things turn out to be different. should i reflects what had happen on 22 aug? thats really sucks oke! he left me alone and crying out by myself.

and yea, i want him to know that get well soon. brrr. he's sick for so many days. hais. now, i dont wanna think about him too much. what i know, he's still in my heart no matter what. he have my heart. grrr. but whatever. he's gone ika, he's gone. no more FIRZUAN!