Get to chat with him, but for a while only. Haiya. Waste my time early in the morning wake up just to chat with you. But he missed me ok. Hahah. So touching when i heard that. You make me love you so much. Grrrr. I can't write the letter for you coz I'm busy, sorry love. I will try to give you one day. Hahahha.

Today I saw Firzuan in school. And I'm too happy for that. Argh. I can't forget about him. Why eh? I know you hate me for who/what I am. I know you can't accept me after you know the real me. But, I know the real you too, and I didn't even say a thing about you and I still can accept you. How stupid am I?

Whatever. I hate schools. Exam coming and soon it's end. Hari raya coming, hahahaha. Collect money banyak-banyak. And I wanna have fun like last time I used to for Hari Raya. I like it. Should I go with the C.K.Ts out for Hari raya? Think, think. Grrrrrr.

all this while, I feel that it's no used to love you. Coz, I won't get a thing I want. But, is he happy over what he done to me? I totally don't need you in my life anymore. I know, if I have you in my life, it won't get any better. I love you for who you are and not for what you are. I don't care if your parents is a drug addict but I do still love you like I used to. I don't think we will be happy once we back together. I don't think everything will be better when there's you and me together till eternity. What for I have you in my life but you keep on saying that I got another guys. It better for me not to have a nice Handphone and for me to contacts my friends. I don't think it is worth for me to be with you. If there's no happiness when I'm with you, I can only dream to be back with you one day. I don't need you. I just need someone who really understand my feelings and my heart right now. I need someone to be there with me always. To take good care of me. To know how is my heart. I'm brave in everything. But I really soft-hearted for love. If there's someone who understand how my heart is, Thanks for understood(: