i know this is the second post for today. and i guess, im sad over what happen today. not a good year to start for tomorrow. everything turn upside down after ibu and ayah started to quarrell over small matter. i feel bad for ibu. i love her tooo dearest can?

ibu if you reading this.. im gonna say that what you say to me pat msn, i will do it together, same day with you. there's a way for you solve it when you dont even think of that. i guess, there's much better way to solve everything. i find a job it just for my own good. its like, better i stopped schooling right? so i could help out you and ayah in money. let me be the one sacrifice my studies walaupon im the second child...

maybe this is what i can say. as ya, im tooooo sad. im crying anyway. its like, hais, i need my family like so seriously. they are the one who i have in my life. they are my only family. the only ibu and ayah. & not forgetting the only siblings i have. not a single people who could replaced then by doing anything. ibu, i love you....

below is the first post);