This few days keeeeep on raining, menyejukkan aku! Haha. I miss Boyfren♥ alots. His prepaid low. Sedey! Get to talk to him on the phone yesterday, but for awhile only. Alahai! If not yesterday I could meet up with him for awhile. But I've been sent back to Westmall. Gosh, how sucks is that fxuking fatty? I keep on thinking bad things would happened to me and Boyfren♥ . Maybe I think toooo much? I wonder what is he doing.. I'm working today. & then yesterday I'm tooooo tired. Coz I worked for one whole day ok? Full time lah kan. So today woke up late then message Boyfren♥ . Grrr. & yes, tomorrow I'm bringing belated birthday girl out. Haha! I love going out with her lah kan. Coz shes irritating all I can say & shes just nineth. HAHA!

I’m not the type to get my heart broken. I’m not the type to get upset and cry. Coz I never leave my heart open. Never hurts me to say goodbye. Relationships don’t get deep to me. Never get the whole in love thing. If someone could say love me truly. But at the time it didn’t mean a thing. My mind is gone. I’m spinnin’ around. And deep inside. My tears I’ll drown. I’m losing grip. What’s happening? I stray from love. This is how I feel. This time was different. Felt like I was just a victim, And they cut me like a knife. When you walked out of my life. Now I’m in this condition, And I’ve got all the symptoms. Of a girl with a broken heart. But no matter what you’ll never see me cry. Did it happen when we first kissed? coz its hurting me to let it go. maybe coz we spent so much time, and I know that it’s no more. I should have never let u hold me baby .Maybe why I’m so sad to see us apart. I didn’t give it to u on purpose. Gotta figure out how u stole