yesterday cousin outings was a blast one. gah! thats they first and the last outing for us before the school reopens. like yadayada. sedey lah sial! i was frustrated coz, last minute i have to send little putri to ocbc bank. gagaga, no choice, i have to. its my job from last time. so yea, send little putri, then meet up with daddy kiong for awhile at workplace. help little putri to return books after that went to shop n save to buy cups then off back home. faster packed things and im out of house. i wanna withdraw money but the machine sungguh macam peanutcake betol! i have to go at the back one. meleceh kan! while walking to the other atm, kene kacao ngan three matreps. then i was like ok tak kesah. then faster withdraw money & i ran to bustop. took bus to chinese garden then mrt to clementi. walked like nobody buisness. and voala! im here cousins. hahah. walked to bustop for satu-enam-six. while walking the bus arrived, aper lagi, lari lah. reached vivo, then one by one like la.la.la. satu-satu ngelo. gaga. bought tickets, then slacked at the top while waiting for wawan. yada. he make us wait for like one jam. went to the vivo market, buy more snacks and drinks. thanks to IKASTAR for taking out more money. ah kay, bedek. then check-in-eh to the sentosa. ride the monorail, reached beach station toook tram to pahlawan beach. sampai je, aper lagi sey. get changed-ran to the sea-swim-monkey-frizbee-eat-drink... gah! lots of stuff we do. then at six all washed up. last bt not least, we cam-whored after semue dah mandik. yadayada. & then we stopped at the merlion place, cam-whore rabak giler. after that back home took 30 then satu-eight-seven. reached home around sepuluh malam. yadahhh! im dead tired actually... gagagga.

in the morning, i was frust. in the afternoon, i was having lots of fun. in the evening, i was tired. night time, im sad[why eh?]. midnight time, it sucks, i cry, im stress. pms katekan. something i do. which is make me dont regret.. but hais, it hurts i swear it is. like so pathetic lah sah! i cry till 3am. i talked to Fiona, msg abang Piee. i seriously terribly cannot take it. i thought he's the guy who is much more better than i ever know. but he's the same. aper nih?! satu-ribu-one reason his fren gave me. idiot, if he know that me as rayhan gf, why he reply my msg. takde peley uh bbl gytu macam. im trusting him. but yea, do he heck care all the promises he made? );