maybe forget about Roy. haha. coz why? i dont need him anymore. haiya. he's no more better la sey. i dont know why, but this is what i feel. haiya. kau begok kan? haha.

im truly sad over one incident. hais. i wanna cry when i see him full of blood at his face. i dont know why this could happen. he dont know anything. anyway, its not his problem. he didnt involve. so as i was toooo worry about him, i followed till his house. I wanted to help him, but how to? hais. so then, i followed Honey back home, and then my house after that out meet them. They say they wanna go check at hospital. but its tooo expensive. we went to coffee shop at behind kfc, sat down there eat & drink. and then, they tell me that his mum took care of this coffee shop. and i was like, oh fcuk? hahah. whatever. and he was like looking at me, when i looked at him, he look at other place. ch*****. ayah wants me to go home, so Honey pass pass and pass till him. and then he send me till bus stop. hahha. im tooooooo happy. S#0X! if i could try to tell him that i still love him, i would. and not repeating the past.

if there's a chance for me to get him back, i would treasure him. hunney; i love you.