i miss that phone. oh, anyway, i have new phone. new number, but then, i still wana used prepaid. cos ibu always says that i can't managed if i used line. its ok, i got my dream phone, im fine with it. [: now, my body aching, im having heavy flu, sore throat. & my stomach hurts the most. oh whatever. i just feel like, vomiting. but when i feel like i wanna vomit, i cough at the same time. & its like, everything inside my stomach wanna get out. gah. im just too tired to go doctor. i wanna be stubborn. this sickness came from Taufiq okeh! because last thursday i took care of him when he is sick. & i'm shocked to see his mum smiled at me. haha. back to my story. so yea, i just can't wait for this coming Wednesday! haha, me, Abang Din & Taufiq wanna catch up movies. i wanna watched step up. so maybe, its either im going to Jurong entertainment, Jurong point or Westmall. i have to see the slots. cos i just scared i wont be reaching on time. gah. its not on time, but i just scared as the slots will be fully booked. haha. whatever. [: oh, i wanna hugged anyone. gah!

I wanna hugged that guy, Taufiq. I wanna be back with him. I wanna be loved by him. I wanna live with him. I'll promise, I will wait. Oh please, I don't want to get jealous if I see him with that bitch. I don't wanna cry alone. I don't wanna broke my heart. I wanna see him happy. I just wish he could understand me now. I cry for him. Oh please Taufiq, wake up from your dreaming! Asked yourself, which girl would forget her studies, bout her school just for her beloved. I lied to everyone about you. I would want to break my lovely friendship with Honey just because of that problem. But is this what I get? & I'm your friend now. You have someone to love. I don't. I'm as your close friend, I am the one who took care of you. I looked after you. Does your gf do this too? Oh anyway, your gf sucks. & remember, no other girls could love you like I do.