lots of things happen today. and i just dont know how to say.

firstly ; i wanna say that, me and Taufiq are just nothing. we have our reason why. and it happen too fast right? so yea, hunney, i'm waiting. even im becoming his fren now, i mean 'close fren', we are just like no different when we are in relationship. & yea, he lie to me. ALWAYS lie. he say he dont love me anymore, but in the end when he wanna let me go, he just cant. because he say he love me so much, is it you? we broke up after midnight. so yea, leave it. in the morning abang din messaged me asked me where am i all. and taufiq left a message for me, says that, he love me. i dont know whether to trust or not. called taufiq up till 5plus. talked to him on the phone. at that time i was frustrated with ibu and ayah. so he be the one that get it. i scold him using vulgarities. i blame him in everything. i cried when im talking to him. i cant stand the pain in my heart. reached home, cool down myself. after that, im ok. so called him up and we have a chat. 3plus early in the morning, he wake me up and wanna talked on the phone coz he's bored. i called up and talked to him. after all the calls, abang din messaged. then he say that taufiq love me alots. i just dont know. im confused lah kawan. haiya! woke up in the morning. abang din message me in sudden. he says they wanna meet me. so met them at Buket Batok Mrt. slacked, eat than slacked again. meet Shidah and im done with my IC. and now i wanna wake Taufiq up. [:

I know this post is all about Taufiq. so what, my blog, i could post what i want to. so dont ever care about it lah bitch! [: sape sape di sane terase, padan muke kau[:

I still love you ; Taufiq.