unexpected reader reading my blog. hahaha. Rayhan luh sey. my words ain't powerful ok. hahah. its still normal one. and oh, whatever.

i wanna go clinic. oh please ibu. i cannot stand it. my throat, from bad to worst. bad bad bad cough. i need medicine. sheesh.

i bet, tomorrow i will be taking MC. im tired. dead tired. supposely not to work today. but i have to. no choice.. daddy working at my place. i miss him much. how i wish i could hug him.

flag day is really a blast one. i pair up with Kecyq. ok kecoh. then fought with Fiona & Grace. oh hey, so what if you are done with your work? so you expect me to wait till you finish passing motion? we have better things to do than standing inside the toilet waiting for you. oh so what. you being someone that i dont know.

i wanna leave the past life of me. i dont wanna start it back. i wanna throw it far away. its just a waste of time being bad. im sick and tired of that life. i wanna leave everyone who i dont need now. i wanna start new life. can i just do it? i'm glad that he's not even close with me anymore. no more asking ppd, money and whatever. im free without him. i wanna love other people. the one who is much better than you do.