yesterday night, Nadh, Faateen & Hafreeze waited for me to online. i know i make all of you wait. hahha, maklom, orang berkeje. so then, when i get back home, i switch on the laptop which inside ibu's room.. & chatted with them. i showed them his children photos. and they were shocked. ok, so what. after that they wanna say something to me. something like, they wants me to forget about Taufiq, as they say, i'm much more different then before this. they say, i've changed. yes, i am. it happen in sudden. serious shit, they are too sweet actually. they will be the one would be there when i need someone. thats what cousins are for kan korang? hahhaa. the pity me, as lots of things i've gone through. actually without my cousins, ive gone no where. & Taufiq, aku tak mati seorang. i wanna be back like last time. anyway, thanks tau korang korang[:

march holidays are here. i thought i would want to enjoy my life working one whole week. but, i cant. coz, thursday, after sending my younger bro to airport, my family and I are going to KL. must better, i could relax my mind by shopping over there. shopped till i drop. seriously. i could do/buy whatever i want. i won't forget to buy something special just for my lovely cousins. hahhaa. i can't wait to go there. & fuck, tomorrow i have to work. shit, im lazy. i wanna slacked uh tomorrow, but i guess, i dont have time to. all i could do is, work & work & work. ahhhh. & oh, i wanna get out now, plus im stress with life, seriously. [:

i know you don't love me like you used to last time & oh, you're just wasting my time loving you.