i miss Hunney. its been two days since we meet. gah. & oh, his ex, Fanah, is she jealous about me and Hunney? haha. first, when i start too admire Hunney, he was with her. then after the next day, i view Hunney's profile. she gave him a comment. says that, " aku nak break up.... " hahhaa. oh bukan maen kasar lagi. but now, hahaha. nak step manje. oh, he's mine already. i read her blog yesterday. and oh, theres my name at her post. she say " i missh ZAINI! he betrayed miie!skrg dier da ader stead baru!!ika star!! cb..haiyoo.juz accept de FATE lorh." copy paste from her blog. ok, stop talking about this. cos its really makes me laugh.

i just cant wait for tomorrow. i wanna see him. gahh. & oh, exams is around the corner. Hunney, come, study with me. hahhaa. who knows i could teach him. bahh. i wanna show Ibu & Ayah, even though i've skipped schools lots of time, i still can pass my exams without anyone helping me in it. but oh, no more skipping schools loh. Hunney told me something yesterday night. let me list it down so i could remember. something that i have to promise him.

1. Cannot drink without him.

2. No steam power ( i dont ok.)

3. Have to go school everyday.

4. No skipping meals.

5. Can message guys, only can used " kau aku "

6. Cannot go out with guys ( but i dont, unless a group. )

7. No lepak or out at nights.

8. After school, after work, after meeting him, after whatsoever, straight back go home.

9. Inform him whenever I see Taufiq. ( theres some conflicts. )

10. Inform him if anything happen to me.

11. Dont neglect my studies.

alamak, theres lots more. but i've forgot what. hahaha. the next day, called Honey up and she says she is going school back. ok, im happy for it. then i told her what Hunney says. she says, just dont go over the line. its true luhh. but hey, i listen to what he says ok. see, how good am i. muahaha. two days straight, i sleep at 2 to 3 am. cos i talked to him on the phone. but sometimes we quarrell with no reasons. i dont feel that im angry or sad but i cry. siooool je.

this few days work really sucks ok exept for saturday. friday, i fought with my restaurant manager. who likes it when someone keep on comparing yourself with other. thats what she is doing to me. oh, who likes it? i make a bloody fucking face that really irritates her. sialan. saturday, work really a fun one. the one that im close to, they worked. hahah. oh, i like. we laughed, we jokes. even the restaurant manager jokes around. hahaha. then she bought chocolate, sweets and lots more when we are happy. hahhaa. lots of funny things happen. hahaha. sunday, okok lah. first, we are in good mood. jokes around. when i asked her that i wanna go for 5 minutes break, she will keep on saying no. but when the others asked, she says ok. oh wtf? im pissed off. so i kept quiet for one hour. no mood. hati ku berkate " kau nak tengok betape dajal nye aku kan, puki, aku tutop counter ni biler tengah long queue. mati ah kau. biar kene complain. aku tak heran lah sundal ! " oh whatever. gah, off back home.

i cant wait for tomorrow. i wanna go school. i wanna meet him. i wanna jokes around with him. D, nak i standby? atas katil? hahhaa. bloody hell. anyway D, i've told Ibu about your background. oh, she seems to accept you. haha! weee. atleast they accept you than not. she dont mind me if i go out with you. see, how happy am i now? [:

I ♥ Mohammad Ruzaini Bin Ramlan.