i miss this outings with my family and cousins tooo. oh, only two families and we are really damn kecooooh [: gaaaaaaaaah. how i wish there is still outings with them.

i miss Ddy alots. today he didn't attend school cos he need to go back police station write statement because of that bloody pussy bitch. luckily he's case not that bad. went to school like usual. i got no mood. you seeeee. gaaah! was waiting for Ddy calls or messages. but still nothing. grrr.

MT; just entered malay class, Cikgu tegoh my skirt. basket. oh whatever. i dont really care, then do workbook. haha, lots of works i didnt do. alahai.
Chemistry; went back to class. talked to Fiona Mei non stop till Madam Valli separate us. i sat infront while Fiona Mei sat infront of KW & WH.
Physics; Mr James Tan makes lots of jokes. oh, he love to make jokes actually. i understand what he teach in the end. [:
Recess; im getting more and more sian for the malay food. no nice food. hmpf! then suddenly Ddy message using Mama's Ddy hp.
English; gotten back our test that we did recently after that i go to sleep for two periods. suddenly Ddy message again.
Mathematics; i got lots and tons of question siooool. hahhaa. right now, Maths is way tooo easy for me & i getting more & more in love with Maths.

after school walked to clementi. took bus to JE. thought of going interchange there to buy some food but im lazy as i went back home straight with bro. gaaaaaah. stayed at home all the way cos thats what Ddy wants me to do. oh then he called me up [:

while talking on the phone, suddenly we quarrell. whats wrong have I done? can you please just tell me. oh no, something that i really cannot take it when he say that all of his family except for his little bro hate him. so its much more better for him to go in. thats what he says. and one more thing he say is, he bet i dont love him anymore. oh my god. then i was like damn fuck up! he put down the phone and call back 3 times. sucks sioool. first call after he put down, called Fiona Mei and i cry. wth? second call he dont realised anything. third call, he asked lots of question.

Ddy: You marah?
Me: No.
Ddy: Dont deny it.
Me: But its really no.
Ddy: Then what?
Me: er nothing.
Ddy: are you sad?
Me: yes I am.
Ddy: why?
Me: i dont know.
Ddy: you cry?
Me: why?
Ddy: just tell me, i wanna know.
Me: yes i did.
Ddy: omg. B, im sorry k?
Me: its ok.
Ddy: i tak sangke, i marah marah buat you nangis.
Me: cos your words is pain in my heart sayang.

thats the conversation we had. but still long, i cannot type it alll. oh my oh my. after that he begged for sorry all the way. tomorrow, when i meet him in school, im gonna hugged him tightly like no one business? i really miss him alots. anyone knows how i feel?

IKASTAR ♥ BOISTAR.