Friday, April 18, 2008

im lazy to update my blog now. i dont know why. gaaaah. feel like deleting it but i think twice, i would not want to regret. ohoh, i wont sioooool. 24 hours im with my bloody laptop, but lazy to update? bullshits ika. muahahaha.

oh, this few days, me and Ddy not in good terms. i dont know why. whenever we talked on the phone, we will quarrel. but his words really hurts me. i kept quiet and cry lonely without him knowing. this is what i have to face. oh, bear with it Ika. be strong.

oooooooh, school really a blast one this few days. maybe i combine everything together and its easier for me to say it out. [: i passed my Maths test. im glad for myself. hahha. but i fail others subjects. this week, lots of test on going. but hey, i dont study them. like wth? hahaha. Mr James Tan & Mr James Koh craps lots of jokes this week. their moods really makes me laugh my bloody ass out. hahaha. suddenly, i concentrate when it is Chemistry lesson. muahaha. but i will feel very sleepy infront Mdm valli.

today, i skipped school with Honey, Kuachi & Ddy. the day before, i had my menses which is really troublesome. gaaaaaaah. after slacked with Honey and Kuachi, me and Ddy went to my house. i get changed while Ayah out with Ibu. [: i had my moodswing. i accidentally slapped Ddy for no reason. im so sorry Hunney. didn't mean to. bused to Queensway. bought holo pins and stud. oh so so so much expensive luh. i could get below five bucks siooool. but i dont know where's the shop goes. i really had a great time with Ddy. back home and talked to Ddy on the phone. suddenly we quarrel. dier ungkit cerite yang dah lepas. gaaaaaaaah. geram nye aku. after that, we are back as per normal. few minutes later, quarrel again, cos his words really makes me go oh-my-god. it hurts Ddy. i wanna cry but i stay strong. [': after that, we say sorry to each other. off to work with bro. Ddy send me a message which really so sweet. i felt like crying but i cant. i hold myself not to. then i continue my works.

now, waiting for Ddy's phone call. he love to make me wait. oh oh. i wanna fall asleep. Ddy, call me quick before im off to bed. gaaaaaaaah. yesterday, Ibu asked lots and tons of question about Ddy. so of the question, im run out of answers. haha. oh yah, while on the phone with him just now afternoon, he imagining something that is really funny. he says, if Ibu and Ayah went to Mama shop. suddenly they makes frens. haha. after few months, they gotta know about me and Ddy. haha. Lame siool. Ddy, you are dreaming something is not so logic.

oh, i miss my cousins. sayang sayang korang. meeeeet up soon loves. hahaha. Hafreeeze, aku dah beli stud semue. tinggal nak tindek. muahahah. Nadh, kite buat ah study-with-cousins day. mentang mentang exam kam-bing sooooon. hahaha. Teeeeen, video siooool. [: aku missss korang rabak rabak siooool.

you get him & i'll get you, biatch. i hate shasha. that blooooody bitch that makes me and Ddy going far apart. im gonna kill you if i get your fuckiest face. aku mesti kasik kicap nyeeeeee. buto sama dia lah sa! oh, yayah is being an bulldog. [:

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