It's ikastar at National Museum of Singapore. [:

i miss Mohammad Ruzaini Bin Ramlan alots lah kan. and atlast, June Holiday are here. i will be busy working. packed lah sial. i wanna go dance, but oh, i must be tired luhh kan. i have to think about work, dance.. baaah, im stress yawwww this few days. brrr. and Hunney didn't give me a call that often. i don't know why.

really can't tahan anymore. i miss call his home. then he called back. its been days i wanna asked him a question and then, i just get to asked him today. he was shocked when i asked the question. then, we kept quiet for awhile after that, hung up the phone. psssssst. i miss his voice so sudden. its already three days we have not meet yet. brrr.

was bored at home. woke up in the morning to watch Cinta Fitri as i missed yesterday episode. brrr. then i on my laptop, took my HP. upload new photos and all. was so bored, went back to sleep. suddenly, Taufiq msged asked me whether wanna meet up with him or not, i say dont know. after and hour nap, i msg him asking him where is he and so on. i took my shower, get ready and met him under my blk. went to BB to buy a pack of ehem. punye lah susah. then slacked for awhile back home and get changed.

this whole week, i will be doing cashier. and its like so bored lah. but actually fun when the close one was around. we joke, we laugh out loud. yaww, that was fun. pffft. today, start work at 4pm. and i have to stand at the middle counter which is pos 2. when its already going to 8pm, Sameen asked me to slow down my speed as she want Vivian to cover the thousand bleed. gosh, from 8pm onwards, i was relax and i do base instead. brrr. Ibu and Ayah make a last minute decision to go to Batu Tujo. which i dont know till Nadh msged. i thought if they never fetch me, i asked Taufiq to come down and fetch cos before i went to work today, he told me that if no one fetching me home, he will fetch me instead. alahai, but tak jadi. like wth? brrr.

i don't know if you still love me. i don't know if you still need me. i don't know if you still miss me. i don't know if you still care for me. i don't know if you true to me. i just don't understand you right now. i admit my love for you fade once but not twice cos of your attitude towards me. and now, i see the difference between us. you've gained back my love for you. but not trust. its simply gone after what you've done. which is the biggest promises. i know i've hurt you but hey, think back, you've hurt me more deeply than i do. every night, i will cry for you before i had my nap. hunney, i wanna you to know that, even if i make frens with lots of guy-friends, you are still the one for me. Dyyy, i love you with all my heart.