BMM, cinta kuuu [:

laki aku, Ari Sanchi.

met this guy, Ari Sanchi, yesterday. he's different. maklom, baru discharged. its like, almost one year have not meet up with him yet, and yea, yesterday was a great day meeting him. hugged him tightly went i saw him. i just can't believe it that i meet him again. woaaaaah. was so happy luh. dier cute kan? [: hahaha. we jokes, talk craps, hug, kiss. yaaaaaw. miss him alots lah kan. & i dont wanna keep anything from him. made up my mind that i wanna tell him the truth that, he's my second love. he was shocked, but then, we've make a plan. hahaha, shouldn't say it here.

oh, i miss that boy now. [: went to work, think about him all the way and was so happy for that actually. baaaaah, seriously, ive never been this happy before. like so seriously. back home, online, me & Ari had a small misunderstanding. till now he never even reply any msg from me. hais. whatever lah.

ohhhhhhhhh cousins, pulau bukom is here. i hope i really had a great fun. even its two days one night for me to stay there. cos i have to work on sunday. aku happy aku happy. & i thought of meeting up with Ari on sunday. Ros & Kuachi followed along. baaaaah, double date. macam siaaaaak. i wanna relieve my stress, i wanna be happy with all my cousins. baaaaah. [:

you know, the song on my blog right? its like, something related to me & Ari. but hey, what to do. i need to stop having two loves in one time. i have to stop this. i need to find way out. gaaaaaaah, oh please, someone help me out. ]: seriously, this songs really meaning full like fuck ok? k lame.

i just need someone who could understand how i feel. i just need them to be close to me. who could take good care of me. i dont wanna feel so regretful about that someone. i know, whoever read this would say i am a bitch. think twice before you say. i have to do this, cos i need happiness. understand?