& i'm really angry with that bunch of kids. really, it makes me go mad. yes, mad. i know, you know about me and him. & must you tell them? or even asked? please luh. because of this, i can't even meet him. can't even call him. i have to wait for about 1 or 2 months later. like how long must i wait? hais. i can't leave him. its all because i love him so much. he the one who would be the one be there for me when i need him. i want to spend more time with him. can i? hais. whatever ika, you are just dreaming right now. & how i wish you could hug me tightly again.

yes, exams is here. and know something. i dont even give a fucking damn for this end of year exams. i dont know why. HAH. my thoughts is still wanting to skipped school. baaaaaaaah, but i want this exams to end early cos i wanna dye my hair. yes, blonde lah. nanti korang tgk, ikastar jadi matsalleh. hahaha. k bedek. haha

i miss all the Jurongville kids. i miss spending time with him. i miss going out late at nights. gaaaaaaah, i miss all the kecohness. & i miss SALLEH [: