Ibu and Ayah gave me a ring. a silver gold ring which only cost $70. was so unexpected. but thanks to them. atleast they bought me something. hmm.

Yan Popiah & Shida Star nak tunang. i was shocked after i heard that news cos it's on 9 nov. which is next week. brr. and yea, i have to be at Shida's house early in the morning as she wants me to be with her all the time. grr. kate adek dan kakak siot. hahhaa.

yesterday, i got a shocking news. which really really shocked me. Ruzaini's sis, which is Riyah, suddenly called me. she say that Ruzaini accident. yesterday morning. and i'm really shocked like hell. & why she tell me this? hmm. *wondering* waited for Gf, then she accompany me to hospital. when i went in the ward. then to the bed. his mum saw me and say to him " ika datang, kenal tak? " then he say, " kenal, ika. " so i smile and my heart sank. i really feel like crying. i keep on looking at him. dier ingat ingat lupe. hais. he talked nonsense. and its funny. he stared at me then he smile. gosh, i really feel so touched lah oi. then i tell him, im going home. suddenly
he reach out his hand, so i just hold it for awhile and i go off. he keep on saying bye bye till i went out the bed. hais.

first time i talked to Azul on the phone. hahha. talked craps about that time chat with Zaid. gaaaaaah. more calls k taik? hahahha [:

aku tak dapat lupe kan kau. walau pon kite dah empat bulan berpisah. cinte aku buat kau maseh ader. and sekarang, aku tak tau kalau ini satu peluang yang baek untok aku be there for you all the way. i wanna be your side. i miss all the past. i miss calling you Ddy. i miss holding your hands. i miss biting your shoulder. i miss your kiss. i miss your hugs. i miss siting on your laps. i miss going to your house play with your sis. gaaah. i miss you!