i miss this time. when we are still BMM. still been called BMM. the one i always with. slacked with. happy with. they are the one. seriously, but now? hmm. everybody seems to go their own ways. including me. as they no more slacking in the afternoon. so i go with Jurong kids. cos drg tetap bersatu. yes! i love that way. we will go together wherever they wanna go. do together. alots lah. hais. i just miss the fun times. hmm.

aku miss him. yea, him. should know who. hais. cos after all, he's the nicest guy that i know. i should realise this when we are still together. i'm stupid, yea i am. he controlled me because he love me, he dont want anything stupid happen to me. he wants to be mine and only mine. but why am i the one who dont really care for it? serious, i thought he's the guy that no used. like others. but he's not lah. and yea, korang, can i be his again? dont take him anymore. cos i truely love him now. [:

enough of my craps. hahah, i'm bored with life. hais. and yea, went to Batam on last saturday. of cos, shopping. but i dont shopped that much. cos nothing caught my eyes instead. hmm, how i wish i'm rich that i can go buy new things everyday. ahahhaa.

gonna get new contact lenses. and its fucking ass lah alright. have to wait for few days cos they ordering. and when come back to take the lenses, i have to be check again by them. hmmm. stop lah, i hate it. gosh.

i'm buying him an everlast watch which is same as me, is it okeh? hmm. whatever guys, i need to go now. i have to get enough sleep. i need new jobs btw. k take care peeeeeeps [:

i miss you, ♥.