im back from to work. gosssh, today fullshift. i tell you, i cant take it. 12 hours plus of working. gaaaaaah, its crazy baby. my legs are aching. i cant stand it anymore. but its 1233 midnight and im still awake but im tired. isn't that stupid? hahaha.

Haz has gone bad to his camp. and hell! i cant send him back again. wth? im sorry b. and he will be back again tomorrow which i have to fetch him again. but in the end, its all my job as his future Love. but i dont know if i could fetch him or not. as Ibu is not working and im sure it will be tiring day for me. as i need tomorrow to rest. but whatever it is, im gonna fetch.

Ibu say this saturday, there will be chalet for family gathering. and im so gonna asked Haz to come along with me. ive told Ibu about it. and she say yes. hahahah. i just cant wait for the day (:

and another thing, i fought with Haz. but in the end, i told him that just put the blame on me. but korang, i shouldn't stop him from controlling me when he is serious about this relationship right? so yea, i think about, and im wrong. then we are back to lovely us.

B, im sorry about everything. i should listen to what you say. and i promise that i wont repeat everything. i love you & i really do. no one can replace the love that you gave me. they cant even caught my heart like how you did even though they are soo soo sweet. hmm, dier mengamok ngan aku, kiwaaaak, seram sejuk jap siuuuul. but he is reasonable & responsible guy. when he say he will that means he will. haaaaaaaah. (: k whatever.

i miss Hazmi (: