this is not for all of you. but you wanna read, then go ahead. comments? keep to yourselves. cos im just letting it out on what happen to me for this few days. what i stress about and what i think about. dont like it, just press the X button on the top right hand side in square-red box. its not for your concern anyway (:

i dont really understand my life. and i dont really can make up my mind. i cannot make all the decision myself. hais! one by one came to me about love. not one not two, but more. why must it be me? i can't deny it, i love Haz♥ alot. i can't bare to let it go. cos the way he treat me totally different like what you guys thought. he is a matrep. tapi perangai dier lagi mulie dari matrep yang korang pikey. such a caring and lovable boy. yes! i dont know why i cant accept any guys, cos Haz♥ really caught my heart. eventhough he's busy right now with NS thingy. i dont mind to wait for him. harap dier tak sie sie kan aku lah siul. tu part aku menangis tak berlagu saaaak! k stop it. eventhough dier tak contact aku dah bape hari ni, tu pon aku kene paham dier. maklom hp batt dah low. haiya!

to Asyraf,
yes, i love you but as a fren. i guess we should stay as fren. we wont fail to talked on the phone eventhough its for five minutes. cos you the one could make me smile like orang giler with a stupid jokes. you the one who accompany me when im alone. yea, he never contact me. but why must i be damn worried? he's busy. and you, stop saying " stead ngn i suaaa. " for me like, you dont have dignity by saying that. you know that i love that guy. you know that he caught my heart. you know that you are toooo late to have me. just stop saying all those looove thingy.

to Aken,
its not that i dont love you. you are the nicest person. i still remember you keep on making me laugh my ass out even though you brought your Gf to slacked with us. im sad for you what she did to you now. you have to be a strong man. try to give and take. walau macam maner dier tak sayang kan Aken, try to find a way to solve it by not going separate ways. Aken, ika akan tetap dgn Aken. just remember, i will be there for you. thanks for all the cared and loved that you gave me. (:

to AdanMotMot,
i tell you what, we go our separates way. i dont love you anyway. being together with me for fun is a stupid reason for you to play around with my heart. yes, maybe you not my type of guy. i thought you could cared and loved me for once and for all. but im wrong. i crazy over you last time. but not today. and not again. it wont happen. Adan, there's alot more girls out there. you are just not the type that i need. i dont like to share someone who i love in my life with other girls. i just hope you understand everything. im sorrry.

to another Adan,
i guess, you still have the long way to go. you should enjoy with your life right now. i wanna be your fren. like last time, before you confessed to me. i miss that time. we jokes, we laughs, we smiles and do all the stupid things together. slacked with all of you. (: that makes my day. i missed BMM. really really missed. i know you love me, but im sorry, i dont. we wont be getting back together. but we will be frens (:

to the four hunks, im sorry (: and korang prasan tak, name dorang semue start dari " A " hahhaha. style kan. never expect it. but once again, im sorry.