im back to blog. but only for today. in the future, i dont know when will i blog again. cos im in deeeep shits. and ive create troubles. and everythings went wrong without any thinking. i know im at fault. but i can't stand it anymore the way they treat me. thanks to Bb for being there for me without fail. thanks to Bb for understanding the way i feel now. i hate my life.

i miss Bb and i miss spending the whole day with him. now, its aint easy for me to meet up with him again. i want to be with him all the time. i dont know what should i do when he's inside. im bored! gaaaah, i just wish that i could make myself busy with stuffs now. brr!

im starting to neglect about studies now. i dont know what i should do. i just realised that ive changed. to be worst and not for the better. why must this happen? brr! i dont want to skipped school, but i did for today. i dont want to repeat again. fuck damn it. ive been bad.

Bb, i love you. and nothing could change the love for me to you.